I can't put what's haunting me aside. Not because I do not want to but simply because I do not know how to.. When I tried pitting it behind me, it came again, behind and it came again. Just what the hell? I wanto be happy and free of all such problems can, why is it so hard.. So hard to be really happy. Why has happiness became a word with no in depth meaning?

呼吸的痛

It sucks to miss something that is gone eternity you can only feel helpless and you only have yourself to blame for the fact that nothing can ever be done to bring you back to life